I told him i am. I told him how badly he has treated me. How i gave him my whole heart and he didn’t love it back. not the way i loved his. the way i still love his. he said it himself, he treated me like dirt. I don’t deserve that. nobody does. I have to be done. I have to be. 

I just wish i could stop thinking about him. i just want it all to be over :( i want to be over him.

and for some freaking dumb reason.. all i want is him.